That's good news, Elle... I'm hoping (and dare I say "expecting") I'll experience a similar personal "moment of clarity" - a point at chich it all falls into place. OK, this isn't the LPC but I suspect the experience - at least in so far as I am concerned (a new experience) I suspect it's analagous. At the moment I seem to be pretty much non-stop but seemingly getting nowhere fast. It all seems a bit disjointed. I wouldn't say I feel out of my depth in any way, shape or form, I just don't seem to know what I should be doing. I suppose I'm really only 2 weeks in, but I had the frighteners put on me on Thursday night when the lecturer in Constitutional Law said that by next week he's have our assignment question finalised - submission to be mid-December!!!
At the moment I feel as though I'm putting hour upon hour in but I don't know whether it's achieving much. Apart from Comaparative Law and the work I've done on the founding of the US Constitution - I actually KNOW and FEEL that I achieved something there... but it felt like an inordinate amount of time to "grasp" something relatively simple... I don't think (in fact I know) I'm not exaggerating when I say I put 20-30 hours of reading into that relatively simple task alone... I'm asking myself - "should I be putting that amount of time into something so seemingly straightforward?"
And the research exercises we were set for Elements of Law module - I reckon I've put upwards of 50 hours into that so far... all that consisted of was using Westlaw and Lexisnexis to find 3 relevant cases to 3 respective problems, 3 relevant statutes for 3 issues and 3 relevant Journal articles for 3 relevant areas... then follow a hypothetical fact pattern and find relevant cases. Then, 3 facts emerged later and we have to address those issues too.
And finally - read the Gillick case (all 80 odd pages) and prepare for a seminar session on it (half a dozen questions posed that we need to be prepared for)...
I'm not really sure what I am getting out of that other than learning/applying legal research skills... Again - it feels like an inordinate amount of time applied and I don't really feel as though I'm achieving anything?
Don't get me wrong - I'm not complaining about the time and effort I'm having to put I - far from it... I'm genuinely relishing it all... I'm just not convinced I'm "doing it right"! And that's the crux of it... I'm putting a great deal in but it feels as though I'm floundering and not sure where I'm going or even WHERE IS HOULD BE GOING... but as I said - hopefully it'll all fall into place over the next 2 weeks!