hi everyone, again my biggest thanks goes out to all you fantastic guys on TSR. This place really is a god send.
Basically, i feel i should write this to encourage those who have missed out on medicine ths time around to not give up hope.
i hadnt decided until probably early in year 13 that i wanted to tdo medicine. i had got through GCSEs with fairly good grades, 3 A*s, 5 As, 2 Bs and a C. Then i decided at the last minute that i wanted to do sciences for A level, when really i was probably stronger in english/history.
so, i got to college, did **** all for the first year really, and it showed, i ended up with 3 Cs and 1 D in bio, chem, economics and politics. Not the best outlook for an aspiring doctor, but at the time i wasnt aware of what i wanted to do.
So anywho, after receiving such disastrous results i did some soul searching, i met a lot of great people, and decided what i wanted from life. i came up with medicine. i applied to leeds, manc, leicester and bristol, even tho my predicted grades were ABB (this was the previous application cycle now). i didnt hold high hopes for getting in but thought i'd give it a try.
you can imagine my surprise when i got an interview at leicester. so off i toddled, thinking arrogantly 'im the ****, i got a med interview' but i was woefully ill-prepared. i had very little knowledge of the course and what was involved - i didnt even know what a junior doctor was tehehe. i ended up with a rejction. no surprises there!!
But the thing is i HAD knuckled down that year, i HAD been working my arse off, so i left it up to my exam results to decide. If i got 2 As and 1 B or above, then i would take the gap year, and reapply. if not, then i would do biomed or pharmacy through clearing. so it was that i got 3 As in Bio, chem and economics and it was decided that i take a gap year and give it my best shot. for the first part of my gap year i wanted to learn spanish so i took off to spain for three months, and was actually staying with two doctors, that were my host family, so i got a bit of work experience over in spain (slightly different and quirky on the PS). I ended up applying to manchester, bristol, oxford and bsms. i was rejected by the first three without interview, the manchester rejection coming just the day before i went for my bsms intervew - aaaaaaah agony, that was a real kick in the nuts and it took all my control to reasure myself the night before that i was the prize. i had the mentality that i was going to bsms to check them out and what they could offer ME as opposed to the other way round.
i had a fantastic interview (i do tend to do well in interviews when i know what i'm talking about!!). i left in high spirits reflecting on how much i had grown since that time last year. so yesterday, after getting back from work (yes an unfortunate side effect of the gap year) i saw that my ucas application had changed. with shaking hands and butterflies in my stomach i took a look at the last roll of the dice. UNCODITIONAL OFFER!
This is what happens with persistance and dedication. i urge all of you unfortunate applicants who havent made it this year, if you REALLY want medicine - REALLY REALLY, then you've gotta take a gap year and give it another shot.
Right now, i couldnt be happier, i've had three months living in spain, im now working in an office, which isnt great, but the people are cool, and im looking forward to travelling to philipines in july, and then med school in september.
Do what your heart tells you to, and chase the life that you want.
Best of luck,
ryan x