End of week 13
Well my first three exams were all not too good. Monday I had FP2 and M1 back to back and I quaked, I could answer every question apart from Q1 method of differences (forgot an FP1 result) and center of mass (lol). Nothing too major though but FP2 was supposed to be where I was stacking up the UMS for later, M1 I was feeling down but I think I got almost everything apart from COM right.
Two days later I had a G482 retake which went a lot better than last year, assuming that the boundaries are similar I should have picked up a lot of UMS.
Anyway, I thought I'd try be a big boy and do 8 hours of revision in 10 on Friday, well I did and sat 5 papers, and my scores were worse than usual as I was burnt out, I was still mentally fatigued on Saturday even despite slashing my workload, as in I was getting headaches resolving moments in M2 which is normally easy, so today I've forced myself to not sit any papers and just flick through my STEP 1 notes and my M2 past papers.
Next up is STEP 1, followed by STEP 2 which is still a write off as I haven't learned any of the required core maths, and then M2 Friday which would normally be fine but I need to get my act together really soon. I need to be doing well in this M2 and not have another FP2.
Having learned my limits I'm going to try and finish off all of my remaining papers but not binge anywhere near as much. If I play my cards right I should meet my offer, but if I turn up to either C3 or C4 tired I'm not going to university so need to be careful. C3 I think I will be sorted no matter what, on occasion I mess up my integrals (as in suddenly a sign will flip or a 3 will become a 4 for reasons unbeknown to me) but if I'm efficient I will have time to check.
Overall this has been a big year of learning what I am and am not capable of mathematically, as well as learning what I'm really into academically in general. I've really been enjoying my background reading (which is just night time and only economics at the moment). I Just need to get to university now.
Sorry about the tone, again I'm still feeling a bit tired for some reason. I think I'll be better on Monday, I'm going to school Monday as although I get a lot of volume in at the library, it's best to be safe and do a few hours less tomorrow.