The end of second yearIt's that time again where I have sit here at my laptop in total disbelief that another year has passed me by! It's so strange thinking that a year ago I was already getting nervous and worrying about whether I would be able to get to Korea and now it's not long before I'll be packing up my things and going home... I'm beyond lucky to have another 2 months here before my flight is scheduled but in a way having my lessons finish feels like the beginning of the end so I suppose it's a good time to reflect on the year I've had.
As you will have seen from my last post, this year certainly hasn't been without its up and downs. I ended 2019 with my first experiences of anxiety and one of the worst periods of depression I'd ever dealt with, followed by some awful and totally unexpected news when one of my best friends fell seriously ill at the start of 2020. Then came the uncertainty of February and from then on the whole world has been in a bit of frenzy. That being said, my first semester couldn't have been more perfect. It felt like I was living in a movie from start to finish, and in the following two semesters I have made some incredible memories. I've made so many beautiful friends from all over the world and my list of places to travel to has become stupidly long. This country will always have such a special place in my heart and if I was given the chance to do it all again (bad parts included) I would jump at the chance. I've learned more about myself, about friendships, being independent, and what I want to do in the future than I could've even begun to imagine. Academically it's been a challenge and a massive learning curve, but we've improved so much from where we started in September and I've learned a lot about how to study effectively and how to juggle a social life and academia. But more than anything it's highlighted how much I
don't know and where I need to improve, so I'm excited to have the time to go and work on that now!
There's been one particularly big development in the past couple of weeks and that is that I'm now planning to convert my degree to combined honours in September! That means that my degree will now be BA Korean and International Relations, which then means two graduations and essentially two degrees. I submitted my application to convert to that degree yesterday, and luckily since I did one of the big compulsory IR modules in first year I don't have to extend the length of my degree to be able to do that. It will allow me to take more East Asia-related modules and if I enjoy that then I might have a shot at applying for a masters in East Asian IR in fourth year... but we'll see about that. Other than that I'm very glad to have finished my finals and be able to relax. It's been another period of a lot of goodbyes and I waved off my Singaporean friend at the airport yesterday which was of course quite emotional.
I have quite a long list of things I want to achieve over the summer, one of which is to become conversational in Italian! My best friend from SOAS who is also at SNU (and also my neighbour) is Italian and I'd love to have another language under my belt. It'll be interesting to see how I handle learning totally independently after having learned through lecturers or teachers for most of my life. I will most likely make a thread on that and post the link here if anyone is interested
Talking of threads, I'm thinking that this might be the end of my Korean at SOAS series. I can't imagine many people would be particularly interested in third and fourth year, I know I was more interested in first and second year before I applied since third/fourth seemed so far away. There has generally been less interest in this thread than my earlier ones anyway, so I really can't imagine further threads being particularly useful. Unless there are people genuinely interested in me continuing, I think I might switch my focus to other parts of my role at TSR. It'll be really sad to see this series go but I've loved it so much and had the chance to talk to so many of you lovely people and form real friendships so I can't thank you all enough! I might pop back in on this thread with a post or two over the summer, but other than that good luck to all of you with everything you want to do, I'll still be around to answer any questions about Korean of course, and I wish you all the best <3
P.S. I document pretty much every day of my time in Korea on my instagram @ellaneve30 and have highlights on my account of everything I've done almost since the day I arrived so if you'd like to keep up with me or want to contact me there then you're more than welcome to!!