I’ve watched gay porn but I’m straight

Hi I’ve a lot of porn pretty much mixed gender and all sorts of same sex and girls but now brain is constantly making gay voices in my head. I’m not trying to be homophobic or anything. I just sometimes wish I had a girlfriend but it never seems to happen to me and I’m also a 26 year old virgin.

Hi I’ve a lot of porn pretty much mixed gender and all sorts of same sex and girls but now brain is constantly making gay voices in my head. I’m not trying to be homophobic or anything. I just sometimes wish I had a girlfriend but it never seems to happen to me and I’m also a 26 year old virgin.

What do you mean by gay voices?
And by wanting a girlfriend, do you mean you are attracted to girls so want a girlfriend, or just want a companion/partner?
And maybe watch less porn, it isn't healthy and gives you an unrealistic view on sex and relationships

I think more wanting a girlfriend but after straight and gay porn mixed mind is confused but I know myself I would not want to do gay stuff at all it’s just my mind is been playing tricks on me. But I’m completely straight.