Hi all,
Thanks for taking the time to respond. The mixed messages have certainly helped me to look at my decision more objectively.
Krisblade, you make a valid point about how struggling with sciences is a potential indicator that I will struggle with medicine -and I absolutely agree. However, this doesn't necessarily mean that I didn't enjoy science. The two factors aren’t mutually conclusive. Hence, my reluctance is simply due whether I lack the aptitude.
You asked me why I am interested in medicine. As cliché as it may sound, I want to make a difference. I mentioned that it was a dream from an early age – maybe for the wrong reasons. A recent development in my life has refuelled my passion. Whilst (and before) undertaking a degree, I was also caring for my late sister, who suffered from various illnesses. Towards the end, I feel that she was lost in the system. In my opinion, through first-hand experience, I have been exposed one (unfortunately, the unpleasant) side of medicine.
It's a personal drive, which, at the moment, I simply cannot explain in depth.
What I can confirm is my commitment to studies and willingness to accept the financial burden.
If, as a medical student, you feel that my reasons are flawed, or I lack the ability based on any other factors, please feel free to express your thoughts. Again, be blunt.
Your help is much appreciated.