So today I went on a school trip - was really good and it was exciting to get away from the teaching as over the past few days it has really been stressing me out (as bloody usual)
I have been so emotional the past 2/3 days because of my lessons, I don't seem to be receiving any positive feedback; just all improvements.
Don't get me wrong, I'm very appreciative of constructive criticism, however I can only be professional about it for so long until I start to take it personally. No positive feedback in over 10 lessons? Yup that's personal.
I'm being observed by my university tutor tomorrow so I hope she is ready for a rant.
I feel prepared and I feel like it will be a good lesson but I'm just waiting to be shot down with improvements and 'constructive' criticism.
To make matters worse, my friends have already been observed and keep telling me how well they are doing. I'm happy they are doing well but its not exactly helping my self-esteem though.
This is the earliest I have been in bed for a long time as I'm usually only just getting home by now.
Gonna keep this a short one and relax for the rest of the evening.
Have a good one
AG x