I really want to celebrate after exams by going to gradball and the nights out after exams but that's not gonna happen.
I have no friends ( don't think I've ever really had any real friends in life)
Might just get drunk on my own in my room
Would it be weird to anonymously email my year to see if there are others like me who want to go ? ( think that's a bit too pathetic and embarrassing tbh)
No point really going to graduation either, would be too awkward, not knowing anyone, can't take pic with friends. Can't explain to parents why I'm not with my friends( made up btw) that I've told them about.