Psychology revision

For context I am not passionate about psychology but I still want to get a good grade because I care enough about my education. Not only do I hate the subject but my teacher and classmates too - they're horrible people. I don't want to go on about how I feel in class but it includes feelings of fear and threat sometimes, I hate my psychology teacher beyond student-teacher terms. It sounds like I am complaining and I am - I just want to give context as to why I cannot get my head around this subject. I know I should be independent but also teacher support is required and thankfully I get that in most of my other subjects.

I got some flashcards on dev, memory (studies only), psychological probs (studies only), the brain and neuropsychology.

I need help finding resources for Edexcel GCSE Psychology. I can't find any youtube channels or websites that are NOT copy-paste of the book.

I also want to know how I can revise for this subject seriously how are you supposed to remember an entire degree word for word?