I’m really unhappy on my university course, I am direct entry to second year at University of Edinburgh, so it’s still my first year here. Anyway, I realised that I’ve made a mistake and have no motivation to do the work. I’m considering dropping out as I know I’m going to fail some assignments due in a couple of days as I haven’t done much work. I think I need a year out and break from uni. I don’t want to do the resits for my current course and waste anymore money. I’m anxious about leaving but think it will be the best for me to save up some money- I am very concerned about how I will have no social life when I go back home as I didn’t have one back there before I went to uni so I’m worried I’ll get depressed about that but I also don’t want to ruin my future by pursuing a degree/ career I don’t feel passionate about. Anyway, if I do fail/ get awful grades at my current uni will future unis reject me because of this? I will explain if they ask why I left that I realised the course and university was wrong for me and that’s why I took some time out to reconsider everything. Just worried that a uni I wished I chosen, that accepted me last year, would not be out off by my failure here.
Thanks