i have always wanted to be a doctor since i was little. however, i got ABB in my levels and couldn't do medicine undergrad. So i went on to do an undergraduate degree in biochemistry and got a 1st class degree. I applied for postgraduate entry medicine but i got reject pre-interview by every single uni. i know i can easily go to Bulgaria and do medicine but i don't have the money for that. i just want to give up on medicine and do something else but my heart is so set on medicine, everytime i look to a new career, medicine is all i want to do. i am just not good enough for medicine and i really want to let go and just move on and do a job but mentally its so hard to move on cus medicine has been what i have already to do for 10 years now. i just want to have a new dream