hello, i’ve had a **** time at uni (i’ve just finished second year) and there’s a few reasons. some of them being my fault. but i feel like ultimately i’ll just have to live with having had a pretty *****y uni experience with no chance of redemption
i’ll give a brief overview of my uni life so far - i’m an individual with quite a bit of baggage, it’s impacted me greatly. so i didn’t give off the best impression of myself when i got drunk with my flatmates and just generally with people during freshers. people knew me as someone who liked to party and get messed up, but i’d be ostracised because i’m a bit loud and can be rude with a dark humour. basically people misinterpret me
anyway, i broke up with my girl, and some love triangle bs happened within my friendship group. which means we all split up and didn’t really have close friendships as a group anymore. this has made me basically become a social recluse, because some friends are in relationships. it’s left me super lonely because i don’t have oppurtunities to pull, and because of my initial impressions on people, i don’t really have any friends to go out with.
i’ve messed up most chance i’ve had in uni with girls because i’ve been too drunk. and at this stage it’s too late to make any new real friends. the only one i made recently is moving away this year :/
i am working on my image, and to stop coming across like a nutter but when you’re surrounded by posh people who were born with a silver spoon in their mouth, and i’m from a rather *****y background, it’s hard not to be cynical.