I went to the first two welcome events for uni and I just don't know if its for me. I sat in a 1 hour lecture and found it hard to keep focus. Also , I do have some anxiety so it was all very overwhelming and i'm still not sure if I do want to study psychology. I commute , and even those two days were tiring never mind with 3hr lectures and studying on campus , also seminars seem scary. But I feel like 2 days isn't enough to judge it off. However I have 3 weeks after the course start date I can withdraw without paying any tuition fees. Im so scared that if I do withdraw and take a gap year , I won't use it very well and might end up in a rut doing nothing or getting a job I dont like. Also sacred ill miss out on the social life of uni as I already struggle to make friends.