So , I went into a seminar for one of my optional modules , and I’ve realised that everyone is somewhat smart or extremely intelligent. I was the first person prompted to speak , I got the question wrong and the seminar leader kind of kept pushing me to add on and speak but I had no idea how to add on or talk more . I made the effort to go today , I’ve been trying to go to all of my lectures and I want to go to all my seminars but this was a major let down . I just went straight back to my accommodation and cried , I want to change my module because it also felt as if the people in the seminar are just really smart and clever to be honest and I felt really stupid . I don’t know what to do with university anymore. I’m trying my best and it’s still too much.