1. What's your name? Not saying
2. Is there anything in particular you've come to the TSRLGBTS for? Eh just felt like doing this questionnaire tbh.
3. How old are you? 17
4. What's your gender? Male
5. What's your sexual orientation? Gay but slightly bicurious
6. How long have you known your orientation? That's a tricky one because I had crushes on boys and male celebrities as a child, and I tended to check guys out, but I didn't really know being gay was a thing then so I didn't think it was possible, and even after I found out about homosexuality (I was probably in year 5) it didn't occur to me at the time. It wasn't until I was 13 that I put two and two together and realised I'm not straight. I deluded myself into thinking I was bi, because I am a tiny bit attracted to girls, but the attraction is superficial and I can't imagine myself with a girl but I tried to force it, to no avail. It wasn't until I was 16 that I fully came to terms with the fact I was gay, not bi.
7. Do you feel like you fit any orientation-related stereotypes? From about 10-13 I used to be really camp, but I started to learn to be more masculine after my voice broke because I got picked on a lot aha, and tbh I don't find campness an attractive trait. It's ok to be camp if you're happy that way, but I wasn't. I'm now more masculine in my speech and countenance, but I'm not the most macho guy you will meet. I have more straight male friends that female friends altogether, and that was the case even when I was feminine. I think the only stereotypically gay thing about me is I'm not very muscular, I'm skinny, though I'm gonna join the gym to try and change that. (For myself, not others)
8. Have you experienced any homo- or transphobia? I got picked on as I said above for being camp, but the hassle stopped when I became more masculine.
9. Are you out? For how long, or are you planning to? If you are, how did people react? I'm not out to anyone at all whatsoever, though I said I was gay out loud for the first time to a stranger. My friends suspect I am (and rightly so) and they keep dropping hints that it's ok if I am, but I'm petrified still tbh and idk why!! My parents aren't homophobic but if I were to tell them, I think they'd patronise me and tell me I'm too young to know, but even if they would take it well, I'm even more petrified of telling them than I am telling my friends aha.
10. Do you know many LGBT people? I have a couple out friends and acquaintances, I know a transgirl in my year so yeah.
11. Have you been involved in any LGBT organisations or societies? What did you think of them? Never
12. Have you been to any LGBT events? How were they? Never
13. Do LGBT considerations influence you politically? No
14. Are you in a relationship? If so, for how long? No
15. What do you look for in a partner? The guys I mostly fell for have a cute soft sensitive side to their personality, but are really masculine at the same time, but I've fallen for guys I've simply been close friends with at times. I don't mind if a guy is slightly feminine or camp, as long as they're not flaming campy queeny Louie Spence x100, and they have masculine attributes as well.
16. Have you had any sexual experiences with the same gender? Good or bad? No
17. Have you had any sexual experiences with another gender? Good or bad? No
18. Do you go out on the 'scene' (LGB clubs and bars) much? Can you recommend anywhere? No
19. Name some fit famous people. Max Theiriot, Chris Pine, Matt Bomer, Ryan Reynolds, Adam Levine, Mike Vogel, Jake Gyllenhaal, Josh Hutcherson, Ashton Kutcher. I never really think about fit celebrities tbh so I had to look this up to aid my memory. I can name you a load of guys who I think are fit in my year, but can't do that for obvs reasons.
20. Show us your picture? No thanks