Hurts to read these threads

The worst is when girls obsess over guys who are dicks to them. There are a countless number of threads about that on here and it makes me annoyed tbh because there are people out there who have so much love to give and cannot find someone to give it to.

Yup, I'm reading TSR after a breakup. Suddenly so many things to trigger/make me sad...

When I look through this forum and see all of the threads and posts about relationships, it just hurts so much. I feel a sharp pain in my chest when I read things from people who have someone in their life who matters.

I feel the same way when I see people kissing in public, or when my friends talk about their girlfriends/boyfriends. Or in movies or television, or books, or games. I'm watching more porn than ever now, as it's about the only form of entertainment in which there is no love; nothing to make me hurt.

And I know that most of the threads on here are about problems in a relationship. But that's what I want - I want someone in my life who matters to me so much that they can upset me. I want someone who can make me smile and make me cry. I want, but I can't have.

I am so lonely. I've never even hugged or kissed anyone (save for a few family members), and I fear I will be like this forever.

Does anyone else feel a very real pain when they see those who have people who make their life worth living? Does anyone have any advice?