I am really asking this out of desperation, hopefully someone out there can offer some advice.
After a great first year at UCL over the summer I was diagnosed with severe depression and general anxiety disorder. It really came out of nowhere and hit me like a truck. I am seeing a psychiatrist and up to my eyeballs in medication, doctor's visits and therapy sessions but it is gradually taking over my life. I have gone from a student with offers from the best universities in the country to barely being able to attend lectures. My personal tutor is very understanding and most lecturers have been too but there are two modules that I have barely attended this year and can't see a way to catch up. They have posted no solid material (even lecture slides) online, one of the lecturers is completely ignoring my emails and another one responded that I could visit during office hours but he can only offer five minutes per student each week due to time commitments- which frankly isn't going to help much when I don't understand any of the concepts. Its pretty humiliating to write to lecturers explaining all of your serious mental heath problems to be constantly brushed aside but I can't exactly force them to help me. Where do I go from here?
Thanks