For about a year, I've been talking to a guy I meet on an internet forum. I'm 18 and he's 24. We have a lot of common interests and he's always been there for me when I've been upset or stressed, often being one of the few people I feel I can talk to about my problems. In August, we're planning to meet up in person and I'm really excited about it, but my mum has been very negative about the whole thing which is kind of ruining my happiness about it.
My mum has told me multiple times that she is not happy about me meeting him. My mum said she doesn't trust him. He doesn't have many friends on Facebook and my mum said that makes her think he might not be who he says he is. Also, my mum doesn't like the age difference between us, even though that has never seemed to be a problem between me and him when we've been talking. Besides, we're both adults and he is one of the nicest people I know. My mum isn't happy about the fact that I'm travelling all the way to his town. Me and him discussed the possibility of meeting somewhere in between both of us, but then I told him I was fine with travelling all the way. He has anxiety and struggles with travelling, so I'd rather him not be more nervous when I don't mind travelling.
When I was 14, I met a different online friend in person, but my mum was okay with this because she and her fiance were both there. My mum complained about the fact I will be all on my own and I told her that this is different because I'm 18 now, but she didn't agree. Plus, I will be meeting him at the train station, which is a public place. I understand that my mum is trying to look at for me, but I am an adult now. If things go well on results day, I will be starting university this year and moving out, so I think I should be okay meeting up with someone. Is my mum being overly negative about this, or does she have a point?
I'm upset with the things she has been saying because, for most of the summer, I have been bored and upset at not having a social life. At one point, I didn't leave the house for more than three weeks, which my mum said was sad. My mum has also complained about how negative I've been. Now I'm actually going to meet someone and I've been feeling positive about it, but my mum is being negative about it.
For quite some time, I think I've been developing feelings for the guy I am meeting up with and I've been imagining us being in a relationship, but I didn't think it would go anywhere. However, a while ago when we were talking, he told me he would like us to be more than friends one day, and I told him I would like that too. So there is a possibility of me and him being in a relationship but, with what my mum has been saying about him and the idea of me meeting up with him, I don't think my mum would accept us being together and I think, if we ended up together, it could cause problems between me and my mum. The thought of that upsets my because me and my mum have always been close. I haven't told him about any of this because I don't want to upset him and make him worry about it.
Sorry about the essay!