Again an update after a long time. A lot of new things....
Positive Updates1. I joined a gym class and an Acro-Yoga class starting this week. I really miss the powers yoga gave me and the friends there.
2. Went to an Orthopedist, my leg is actually better, stronger and actually sort of healing. It can't heal the torn ACL, but the rest of the muscles and ligaments are getting stronger which is really helpful. Although he is not encourage me to run, but he said that whatever I am doing as long as I come back for a regular check up is ok and he hopes it continue to get better.
3. Getting used to the straps-band thing with the glasses....
4. Got some cool light reflecting clothing for cycling, I use them for running too... makes me feel safer not being hit by a bike or a car (I have some sort of trauma from the accident I kept denying just because rationally I know that if I am careful the chances of the accident happening again are very small, yet being and feeling safer is always good).
5. Got some portable cooling box, the one which is used in picnics, I have it in the car, so when I am hungry I can just take a healthy meal and heat it almost anywhere... well microwave it, but it is still better than eating junk, isn't it?!
6. Participated in a Mad-Run (Mud-Run) activity last week. It was so much fun!!!!
Negative Updates1. I am still loosing weight, I am 40.5kg now...
I think I am loosing fat but not gaining any muscle weight. I need to gain weight, not to loose weight. I am eating fine, 5 meals a day, total over 2000 calories. I am on a positive callorie balance, so I should gain weight.... but I am not.... strange and sad
2. Have to fix my bike. One of the breaks is not working well making me loose control a bit when I speed, so I am not speeding. So I have to find a good bike-store to fix it.
3. Joining a gym makes my schedual even more busy... I am trying to find a sport activity to do with my boyfriend to spend some time with him too... but he prefers being a couch potato and watch movies instead
4. Hey fever is coming... Hope this time it will be easier.
Neutral Updates1. I decided to work more on gaining muscle weight. I was never muscular, maybe only in my legs. Now I need to gain some muscle weight and reach a healthy weight, so I joined a gym to practice twice a week on weight lifting and bars and work on my abs and hands.
2. The down side of getting used to wearing glasses while running is feeling I need them more often... I wanted to write it as a negative thing, but wrote it here because maybe I did need them a bit more often... I mean it is much more fun seeing things outside. (maybe the next positive update was that I am getting more social with people and want to see people). I am much more social than I used to be in high school, but I still prefer not seeing people.
3. The weather is strange, I never know what to wear for running, it is either too cold or too hot.
4. I am still afraid of running in the rain, but I do jog in the rain. (so it is both a positive and a negative one).
5. Making food is suddenly harder, but it is still fulfilling... I feel much happier after I made some good food.