So, as the title suggests, Im a little lost.
So Im from a relatively middle-class background, went to a normal school, did well in my GCSEs in 2019 (before covid, 7A*s, 3As, a B and some others)
My general recalcitrance towards homework, as well as differences in opinion with some of the teachers, mean that my non-examined A-levels were a bit of a flop, getting only AAC.
Anyway, I went straight away to Swansea uni for an MEng course in mechanical engineering. Because of the somewhat extortionate response to covid, all the lectures were 100% online, and I was totally failing to learn CAD, but found all other parts of the course quite easy. Anyway, I ended up having a disagreement with the head of the course, and I had some really bad luck with the flatmates, and since everything was online, I didnt meet any of my coursemates, so I dropped out before the xmas break.
For the rest of the year, I worked a few jobs saved some money, bought some fast/fun/interesting cars, and then went to Aberystwyth uni to do physics (no CAD, but its REALLY boring). Ive made some friends here, so its better than last time, but I still feel like dropping out.
The problem is, whats the alternative?
Im only at uni because I cant think of anything else to do, and I feel like there couldnt be a worse reason to.
There isnt a single job/career/occupation that Im particularly drawn to.
So internet, what are my options? Live in a van? (Effectively being homeless, but a little warmer) Continue with my degree, on the quest to a future 9-5 of abject normallity? Something else?
Your advice is much appreciated!