Hello. I have autism anxiety and a muscle condition, i am fit to work etc. Been under a lot of stress exhaustion lately with like bereavement anniversarys (recent), family member having an operation done although not as major I Am extremely worriedand just really hieghtened my anxiety. So esssentlu been crying every evening but trying to keep a brave face for work. Work has caused some stress because essentky I'm scared I'm going to lose me job or no one wants me there after i guess just been unlucky with chest infections.
Today though id fell over and this left with Mr a cut to arm and headache went into work thinking I'll be okay with some paracetamol but it didn't help. Essentially ended up crying having a panic attack mild in front if the headteacher as she was called over to me by another member of staff. And she had sent he home saying you shouldn't have come in but by stuff then seemingly had popped off somewhere. But now I'm over thinking it all one is she annoyed? Two, is this going to pull me down? Three embarrassed.
But if guess with the headache and the stress anxiety it just happened. School are aware of my conditions, collegues are partly aware of the anxiety I've been under but one person is like you need to try and move on and get over it. What can i do? I almost feel a lot if today was due to faking it to long. I'm on meds. Do you reckon they'll just find a way of booting me out.
My anxiety makes me not want to work but i need to work and having this job matters to me.