Lately, I've been feeling really lost in life: I've finished high school this year with great marks that enable me to enter whether medicine (in my hometown) or dentistry (not in my town, I'll have to move out to another city far away from home). Personally, I've always wanted to study dentistry over medicine, I don't know why but I felt that being a dentist would make me happy and I would really enjoy it. I'm a sensitive person, so I would struggle a loooot seeing people in hospitals who don't feel okay and it would also affect me emotionally. I just want to improve people's lives and make them smile!!!
So, in my options I put first dentistry and, although I knew that I would have to move out to another city, me of the past thought that I'd be okay.
So, now, I've been given a place to dentistry which means that I'll have to be living away from home for 5 years...
Also, I do not consider myself a hanging out person, I prefer to stay in my bubble, in my room, studying or reading and not going out. I've always lived in a small town and thinking that in less than two months I'll have to leave my family and live alone in a huuuuge city really gives me goosebumps. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I don't want to make the wrong choice and spend a year in an environment that I'm not used to. However, I know that if I choose to do medicine and stay at home for the next 6 years or more, I won't be happy because that's not what I want to study. But what if I choose to move out and I regret of not having stayed at home? Or, what if I choose staying at home but I regret not choosing what I wanted to study? Now, I'm in a situation where I don't know what to do, I'm scared of going to big cities and thinking that I'll have to stay in a Student House surrounded by so many people that I don't even know...I'd appreciate someone's piece of advice, I just cannot think now clearly, really overwhelmed...