I feel so overwhelmed and stressed, I shouldn't have blindly trusted people that I struggled to have a conversation with and even saw how they were messing around and not taking it seriously until now. I have only gone and messed up my own future. I have an assignment due on the 8th Jan and the facilities close on the 22nd of December and the module leader isn't reading emails till the 8th Jan
We've had time but I struggled to manage it with other assignments. I can't help but feel like a failure. While I was working on the script I did say for someone to email the module leader to get permission to use the facility we needed but it's my own fault for not following up on that. They didn't like what I wrote so they changed that instead of doing what I asked. I struggled a lot so I just wanted someone else to help and they didn't.
one person hasn't even turned up to our 'meetings' and didn't even give a reason
I say 'meetings' but one guy there wasn't even doing anything and kept leaving to go get food
i don't say anything cause not to sound sad but i just wanted to be liked, i was bullied a lot in the past so i try my best to avoid confrontation or displeasing others.
Two of our members are going on holiday over christmas so they won't be here to help.
University hasn't been going well socially either, I'm so upset. Sorry I dont have anyone to speak to, I just wanted to let this out.