I'm in a bit of an emotional state at the moment.
I'm 17, 18 in two months, and I've been dating a girl who's 7 years older then me - she's 24. We've been going out for two months now, but we recently decided to end it. She was getting too much **** for it, being judged, and looked down on. The problem is that I love her so much.
I don't know what to do. She was the only one who appreciated me, for what I look like and what I do. She admired the fact that I have such a passion for photography. We both love each other, we did everything together. We texted each other everyday, in the morning, afternoon, and night. We would even go on little drives round Norfolk in the sun. I would sleep round her house every weekend, get up with her, have breakfast, watch television. The little things. She made me feel wanted, and happy about myself. The age gap didn't bother me, we were both happy, but people were judging her for it, making her feel like ****. She's a very private person, and she doesn't like being in the limelight - being talked about 24/7. Judged, looked down on. I shouldn't have put her through that, and the thought of her feeling like that every day makes me feel sick. I just don't know what to do. I really like her, words can't describe her much I love her. I haven't slept at all, just been thinking about her, crying, missing her. I feel like ****. Heartbroken.
What should I do? Is it acceptable to date a girl 7 years older then you. She's been to Uni, got her degree, and has just finished her MA. I'm going to Uni this year to study my degree.
What's the right thing to do here? I just don't know, deep down I want to be with her. I love her so much.