I'm rather confused about the whole "reserves" thing. Surely they need to have some reserves actually rehearsing, coz some people are bound to have to pull out much nearer the time because of injury/illness/change-of-circumstances etc, and the reserves would need to have rehearsed to know the routine to fill the space at short notice.
And although I'm happy and grateful that as a reserve I still have a chance if an opening appears, but in a way, I feel like we "reserves" are still left hanging: we don't have rehearsal dates we can plan around, prepare for and look forward to, but I still feel like I can't move on or make any plans on the off chance that I may get called up: a hope which may never be realised.