Having struggled myself with OCD, I found it very embarrassing talking about it to people. OCD is portrayed as a 'quirk' to many people, apparently we just love to clean and organise things. I think many people don't understand how much OCD actually impacts your life and how much more to it there is than just having an obsession with cleaning your house. I struggled with a type of OCD called 'pure-o' and it was hell for me personally.
It was very hard and embarrassing to explain to people that I have all these terrible thoughts that I
don't actually want. Like Mum I can't stop thinking about stabbing you or punching you in the face BUT I don't want too, the thoughts would make me panic and cry and people think you're some sort of psycho.
I just wish people were educated more on mental illness, maybe if I had been I wouldn't have spent such a long time thinking I'm such a terrible person.
And really come to think of it we all have intrusive thoughts in some shape or form. There's no such thing as 'normal' it's just people are scared of being judged, so things such as this never get spoken about.
I'm sure all mental health issues have their embarrassing sides, but from my experience above is what I found extremely embarrassing.
Thank fully now I am living a normal OCD free life