Hi! So, about 10 minutes before we were due to depart on the motorway to Hull (Uni) I decided I couldn’t go through with a course I am unsure of, so I deferred my entry. I got in through clearing (I got BCC) but I was pleased with my results considering I was immensely stressed with my studies and anxious about my brother (attempted suicide in April). I want to retake 4 exams externally and it’s about £300 to do so. I will pay for it. But I have thrown all my revision materials away from A2/AS as I was packed and ready for Uni... So, I’ll need to ask college friends for their work and even contact my old teachers for materials, also.
So instead of going to Hull, I rather move to London as it’s an easy two hour train journey back to Birmingham. Hull was – as my friend put it ‘another f*cking land.’ Hahaha.
Okay, so I don’t know what degree to pursue. My college wants my personal statement by December – not retaking there, but they will do my UCAS for me -. I thought about waiting until August to choose and go through clearing as Unis vastly decrease their grades (Essex accepted me through clearing for an ABB course) and I actually do want to go to Essex, but there’s no guarantee that they would decrease their offer for me this year, if I didn’t retake or did well. Ontop of that, it would be hard to get good accommodation?
My other option is to work hard, perform a miracle and get AAB/ABB and apply to Royal Holloway/Queen Mary’s as I would love to go there and I love London!
Could I apply now to Royal Holloway/Queen Mary’s/Essex with BCC for ABB courses and get an offer, providing my external exams or would I get a straight rejection as I have those grades?
Is it even possible to increase my CC to AA/BB by self teaching?
^As you can tell, I am confused. Any advice on anything I have said above, please? Thank you!