feel more insecure than ever

Mate, you haven't completed your post, but unfortunately she is a slut.

You need to move on, she is not worth it if she is going to cheat on you in this way - and she probably ***ked him when she says she 'kissed' him.

Wtf she sounds like a bitch, like some of the stuff she said to you about the guy she slept with was just not nice at all. You don;t start talking about other guys penis' when you're in bed with another guy, it's disrespectful and can make guys insecure and that's not nice. Just as bad as if you had been shagging her and mid act said "the last girl I banged had better tits than you"

You can do better, I advise you to move on. And I know she's made you feel insecure about your penis but honestly for the majority of girls your penis size will be just fine. You don't need to be 6+ inches, some girls don't like larger ones as they can hurt.

I know im average , i have 6 and 5.2 around.. but this guy is a lot longer. I dont know if it was her fault but i asked her all these questions because i could not believe that she slept with another guy straight away and because i loved her so much, i wanted to be her best in every way. I dont want to make this situation biased so i have to say it again. I was pretty bad with her the last few months, she kept trying with me and kept trying and crying because i never show her love and affection which was true. She even got my a christmas present eventhough i didnt get her one and was always loyal faithful. Its been two months and because of how she was before, im completely shocked in how she is now. It doesnt feel like the same person, its as if the person i knew died and was replaced by a totally new soul

You're actually a tad above average if I remember correctly the average in Britain is 5.7inches.

Well it does sound like you were at least somewhat to blame for the relationship breaking down. You however were not to blame for her cheating, she made that choice all on her own.

She's obviously a slut, she even slept with you again after riding on him every other day on that month. A slut obviously will prefer the guy with the bigger tool and/or gives better sex so you shouldn't be insecure about it. Your ex is a HOE.

but i knew that she has been screwing this guy by then when i had sex with her. Although because of how emotionally weak i was, i thought sex with me would bring back the emotions but most likely back fired. do you still agree with your statement eventhough i knew shes been having sex with this other guy

You knowing about it doesn't change anything, she still cheated a lot and then slept with you and talked about how he was better. You said yourself she didn't want to get back with you, but she still slept with you.

Just by by her talking about the other guy while sleeping with you should make you realise she's a slut.

Omg don't dwell over her stupid comments, they're so irrelevant! What a b***h! So she not only has the cheek to cheat on you but then judge you...my days...seriously focus on your studies and someone better will come along for sure. I wouldn't go running back to her if I were you, she has lost respect for you on so many levels and you don't need people like that in your life.

she didnt really judge me, i kind of kept persisting with the questions its my fault. God i have to stop blaming myself, but this is what i needed to hear from people to makie it easier for me to move on so thank you . I have moved on now in the sense that i do not want to go back with her and i told her to never contact me again when she called me asking if there was another girl in my life. i said im not going to say if there was and wasnt and she just wants to be friends to keep in contact there and then but i told her not even that and she got angry and that was our last phone call. The only thing that i want, which is pretty shallow, is to go to the gym and get a good body, better than the one the guy has that shes sleeping with and after a year talk to her or something. I want to make her jealous and for her to realized what she lost. what do you think?

she didnt cheat a lot. the relationship was over, she started sleeping with him after the breakup. tbh she said she admitted to being a slut, but she was surprised by her personality vhange because she said she started getting really really horny in christmas holidays for some reason. The funny thing is though, if i call her a slut, she goes berzerk

Anytime still, the fact is she gave such explicit answers that were simply not needed. Way to make you feel even more s**t about yourself!

Good! I'm glad you did that and made things clear with her

I think she'll realise what she's lost way before that anyway. You should get a better body for yourself and your own self-esteem and appearance, not for the sole purpose of making her jealous. By then you might not even care whether she is jealous or not you will most likely have new people in your life to appreciate the improved body haha