I am a 27 year old mature student in my second year of university.
I am finding it extremely stressful. Before coming back to University I worked as a nutritional therapist and decided to do another degree after deciding to embark on a new career path. It has cost a lot of money, and in order to make anything of my degree afterwards I need at least a 2-1.
After my first year I averaged a 2-2, but I was not overly worried about this as the year did not count toward my overall grade and I did not manage my time to the best of my ability. However, I am now in the second year, and the work load has doubled, and I am finding myself, in terms of studying, even further behind than the first year.
I am extremely worried about my grades. Though I haven't actually had anything back marked yet, the work load feels so intense I can barely focus due to the stress, and thus my work is of lower quality. Last year I went on anti depressants for a while which I had quite bad side effects with, so I do not want to go back to the doctor and get prescribed them again.
The councelling service at the university is extremely busy, with a 6 month waiting list unless you're suicidal.
I just am so stressed and anxious I do not know where to turn
I need a 2-1, at teh very minimnum or my choice to go back to university would not have been worth it, and my future prospects of what I'd like to do will be gone.
I would really appreciate any help regarding this as I do not want it to turn into a spiral. I have a girlfriend and I am concerned as well that my stress may rub off on her or something. I may be more stressed recently because I have had a lot of deadlines in a period of two weeks, so been unable to do anything except work. But anyway I'd appreciate your suggestions and help!