Before I start, I should probably point out a few things.
Firstly, NCS experiences can contrast greatly. It really depends not only on the area in which you do it, but also the people you do it with and your own personality. This is a very personal review, and will most likely be very different to your own. Secondly, this viewpoint will probably come across as quite pessimistic. Just remember: it’s not pessimism, it’s honesty.
I remember standing with my group, waiting for the coach to come and pick us up to take us to where we would be staying. Naturally, most people were quite awkward and shy, which was to be expected. What was not anticipated were a select few, very, very loud, individuals, who seemed to think that the whole programme had been organised for them. They had already formed a very weird friendship/obsession with the group leaders, acting as if they were best friends. The group leaders seemed to go along with this, and didn’t really make the effort to interact with the rest of us in the group. Already, we were feeling isolated.
It was within ten minutes of sitting on the bus that I realised that I had made a mistake. For three hours, we were subjected to screaming, food fights and music blasting out of speakers. I do realise that in writing this I sound like a miserable, irritable old teacher, but I was really not in the mood for it after the first hour. If you’re considering NCS, prepare yourself for the bus ride from hell.
We had been discouraged from bringing any form of entertainment: books, iPads, even phones, as we had been promised that we would have no free time at all as a result of the “jam packed schedule”. In truth, we spent more time doing nothing than we spent doing activities. We had three activities a day, the third being a smaller occasion such as “treasure hunt”, “quiz” or “team games” or something equally condescending. It seemed like zero thought or effort had gone into these. The “treasure hunt” required us to find a bottle lid, crisp packet or piece of plastic. It was essentially a glorified litter pick.
Some activities were really quite good, like kayaking and raft building. Unless you live near the South coast, you don’t get to do any of the fun water stuff like caving, jumping off cliffs, white water rafting etc. The rest of the activities were pretty much intolerable, and our team really just didn’t enjoy them. It was just really boring. Funnily enough, the previously mentioned loud, egotistical members of the team who had struck up the questionable friendship with the group leaders were somehow exempt from these activities. It seemed strange that they were always presented with the choice, but for us it was compulsory. There really was some sort of horrible sense that they were somehow better than the rest of us.
After the first week, my friend left because it was so bad. I had just got through a really tough week, and I didn’t want it to be all for nothing, and so I stayed on the programme. I was fairly optimistic that it couldn’t get much worse.
HOW WRONG I WAS.
I didn’t really see how the residential week could be worse, but it ended up being the longest five days of my life. We had to spend TWELVE HOURS a day in this college. It had been advertised as a week to help with employability skills, for example CV writing. We actually just spent the week playing games. We would sit in a cold sports hall for 3 hours every morning, doing “team building” (making towers out of spaghetti, chairs out of balloons). Another 3 were spent practicing for a talent show, which was pretty much the most important event of the week in the eyes of our group leaders, and thus had the most time dedicated to it. Our act was decided by one particularly loud member of the group, and no one else had any input. Again, certain members left us with the activities, and went and sat with the group leaders. It was genuinely an insult to our intelligence that the week that we experienced was so far from what had been promised, and so condescending. The length of the days was draining, and it was truly the unhappiest week of my life. We pretty much just spent the day watching the clock. As soon as I got home at midday on the Friday, I fell asleep. If there’s any way you can do NCS and not do the residential, I very much encourage you to do so, if you don’t want your mental health to be impaired.
Social Action was the only part I enjoyed. Of course, the majority of the group had no input whatsoever into the decision of what charity we should raise money for, but I didn’t really mind, as it was all for a good cause. Since the three loud girls couldn’t even be bothered to show up most days, we finally had a chance to take charge. It was a lot like The Apprentice, ringing various companies and going out and visiting shops to get donations. Living at home was really good too as I was able to see my friends and didn’t feel isolated anymore.
As for my group, I feel like I was just unlucky. On the whole of NCS, there were the same types of cliques that you would find at school. Everyone just talked about other people behind their backs (including the group leaders), and I felt that there was no one that I could even remotely connect with. The people on the programme were really just not like me at all. If you’re someone who can get on with anyone, then I feel like you’d have a much better experience than I did. Whether you love or loath NCS really does depend on who you’re with and the connections you form (since the activities are so bad).
I’m not the loudest, most outgoing person, at least not with new people, but I did try. And honestly, I did notice a change in myself, as I came more out of my shell. Despite this, I was still made to feel like I was doing something wrong by the group leaders, just because I wasn’t screaming and shouting like some people. There were some people in my group who were really shy, and I just felt so bad for them. You were really made to feel bad for your personality. The obnoxious behaviour of the three, dominant members of the group really did lower our confidence as we felt that we could not take leadership roles, offer ideas etc., and this was enabled by the attitude of the group leaders, who would constantly put these people in charge. This is what ruined my experience. The whole programme eventually just made me feel bad about myself. By the end of the experience, I had a new hatred for the fact that I wasn’t someone who was loud and outgoing, and to an extent I still feel the same way now.
The whole programme is really suited to people who are already loud and outgoing. Which is fine, I guess. But it's been made out to be this thing that transforms shy introverts into outgoing extroverts, and it just isn't.
Overall? If I had to sum it up in two words it would be "false advertising". my experience was just completely wrecked by these people, and the behaviour of the group leaders was just so inappropriate. I wish it had turned out differently, and that I had been able to make new friends and develop my character more.
At least I can put it on UCAS though.