You both to seem to have it so much worse than me, which is why I think it's a little silly for me to go to the GP about mine.
The first time I had mine, I never saw it coming. I know you are not supposed to. It just...it was so very random.... I was leaving the house for school in the morning and this time of the day was very stressful for me, my dad used to stress about me being late and the school would close the gate literally right in your face, even if you were a few seconds late (happened to me once, I am not joking).
I was walking fast and out of nowhere, no sensations before this moment to prepare me or even alert me that I was going to have a panic attack (i don't know why I feel like there should be a build-up, I just...it was too sudden). All of a sudden, I can't breathe and all I am thinking is "what is happening?" and I was so practical about it, I just thought "oh I can't breathe, that is all", so I was literally gasping out loud in the middle of the road. My voice sounded so much deeper to my ears. In the end, somehow I managed it. Managed to breathe, but I remember thinking for just a very tiny moment that I was going to die and I was scared and I had tears in my eyes, but I don't know if fear triggered them or lack of breath.
I told an older family member about this and she didn't say much, not much at all. I didn't know what it was, I thought I just forgot to breathe.
Second time I had it was in the morning of an important deadline (around a year later), I fainted in the bathroom. I was so incredibly stressed so I am now thinking....stress is my trigger. This time, I got out of bed too fast, with only the thoughts about this deadline in my head. And I panicked. I ran downstairs, showered, when I was about to leave the bathroom, I remember feeling just so sick and then I just fainted.
These two were the most intense. I don't know, I feel like the reason why I made this thread is because I needed to hear about exactly what panic attacks are. When I hear people say "I have anxiety/panic attacks" I assume they have quite a few and regularly so it makes me think I can't label mine as panic attacks because I don't have them as much...it then makes me not want to go to the GP because I don't think mine are severe but then at the same time, I am recognising I have anxiety issues and I need professional help lol