Your expressions of how hard it is/was to maintain enthusiasm resonant with me, thank you taking time to share your thoughts, fears and pains. I'm a final year History student, sure, got my dissertation ideas ok & already approved by my nominated supervisor, not a problem, but I'm already losing enthusiasm for it. Not so much the subject, but the 10,000 words! I tried to think of it as 4 x 2500 word 'normal' assignments. In fact, my fault most likely! But actually I did not realise there was a dissertation at all in the final year. I was looking forward to 12 x 2500 word assignments on different subjects (Advent/Easter Semesters). I've not even written my essay plan yet. Sure, I want to pass the degree. But I sympathise with those I've read about here finding it hard to sustain three years on a topic. Maybe universities should just compress all of the study into two years, they we would not 'expire' so much in the final year(!); it takes a lot of energy and mental commitment to keep gong and I'm finding it a challenge even before I start back at the end of September'23. University advice services are all blah, blah, they just give you more stuff to read about how to organise yourself, …great (not really); the fact is 'I' need to write the dissertation, not them. God! How do we/I get motivated! Where is this all going and it all costs so much in the end! Hope someone has some magic advice, thank you guys. Just reading about all your struggles does actually help make me feel less isolated with these fears. Thank you x.