As you can, uh, tell by the title, I'm 12 I'm under 18, and under the age of consent. However, I know that me and many other teens have... urges. And I don't wanna risk my own safety to have sex with someone when I could just get a, you know, toy, or something.
I'm close with my Mother, so I could ask her, but I feel like the conversation would be extremely awkward, and I'm far too nervous to order something online. What should I do? if im a gay boy