My ex best friend believed i was in an abusive/toxic relationship and reminded me constantly why he was a bad boyfriend. She ignored everything i said about my own relationship and continued to say how manipulative he was to me. She also said about this to my old friend group behind my back and they all slowly turned against my boyfriend too. She put me in a situation where i had to choose between my friends and my boyfriend and i chose my boyfriend because he means the world to me and i believe we are in a good relationship, sure we have our downs but that happens in every single relationship, we move through it and mature. I genuinely love him so much but we've lost our entire friend group because not one person bothered to ask my view on it all. People who i have been friends with for YEARS threw away our entire friendship and mindlessly followed the voice of one person. While it wasn't me that they all hated, none of them talk to me anymore, not even a general message asking how i'm doing or anything so either my ex best friend who led this told them all not to talk to me and they're all sheep or none of them truly cared for me in the first place and both of those reasons are just heart breaking. Every time i see them around out college i'm just filled with rage.
I'm done feeling sad about it all now since this started a few months ago i just wanted somewhere to put this out to