Warning-Abuse (this is just me talking about my *****y life today)

Just created this account to talk about this.
Well, Just a few minutes ago my mother hit me multiple times in a spot she knew I had just been injected a high dose of medicine to treat my allergies, she knew how sore and how swollen that spot was. Yet she hit me because I couldn't make her flavoured water right and laughed right after.
This isn't a new incident for me but I honestly thought we were doing fine after I poured all of my feeling out to my parents and siblings about how I wanted to leave the house and how everything she did to me growing up messed me up.She used to put a knife near my throat when I was 8 ,she even poked me in the stomach with it, was dragged around the house from my hair until I was 14 and such. I would add more but I would have to create a very long list. I simply don't know what to do anymore, Im not allowed to work , I can't have a phone, Im about to be 18 ,the people I know live too far and those who are near would never be on my side.

Just created this account to talk about this.
Well, Just a few minutes ago my mother hit me multiple times in a spot she knew I had just been injected a high dose of medicine to treat my allergies, she knew how sore and how swollen that spot was. Yet she hit me because I couldn't make her flavoured water right and laughed right after.
This isn't a new incident for me but I honestly thought we were doing fine after I poured all of my feeling out to my parents and siblings about how I wanted to leave the house and how everything she did to me growing up messed me up.She used to put a knife near my throat when I was 8 ,she even poked me in the stomach with it, was dragged around the house from my hair until I was 14 and such. I would add more but I would have to create a very long list. I simply don't know what to do anymore, Im not allowed to work , I can't have a phone, Im about to be 18 ,the people I know live too far and those who are near would never be on my side.

0800 1111 or threaten to call 999 if she does it again, while saying youll call 999 make sure to be eqquiped with a weapon to protect your self incase she might try to hit you or possibly fight back, i get its your own mother but its not fair shes doing this s**t to you especially knowing the pain you go through

0800 1111 or threaten to call 999 if she does it again, while saying youll call 999 make sure to be eqquiped with a weapon to protect your self incase she might try to hit you or possibly fight back, i get its your own mother but its not fair shes doing this s**t to you especially knowing the pain you go through

The thing is that I have 3 younger siblings , they are 15, 12 and 11 years old. The 15 year old one and I come from a different dad and I know he will be taking the worst part of the abuse when I leave so I can't leave him . My mother is also a mexican immigrant who doesn't give a **** about being deported, she actually throws us her phone and taunts us to call the police on her. She expresses how they will only send her back and asks how we will support ourselves when she's gone, It's actually because of this that i refuse to call anyone as I'm often told how we will all be separated,

This is very disturbing-do you have any other relatives?

(Forgit to mention that I'm the one who posted this)
I only have family friends , all of my family is in mexico (I've never met them face to face) and everyone I trust in supports my mother to a certain degree as she used to hit us infront of them saying they were trustworthy anyways. Adding to that my "father" used to me part of the military back in mexico, he works as a security guard and at some fbi jobs sometimes and he knows of all of this (plus I think he's sexually harassing me??) So that's a no-go.

The thing is that I have 3 younger siblings , they are 15, 12 and 11 years old. The 15 year old one and I come from a different dad and I know he will be taking the worst part of the abuse when I leave so I can't leave him . My mother is also a mexican immigrant who doesn't give a **** about being deported, she actually throws us her phone and taunts us to call the police on her. She expresses how they will only send her back and asks how we will support ourselves when she's gone, It's actually because of this that i refuse to call anyone as I'm often told how we will all be separated,

I can understand but this is not fair, especially for your siblings. Do it, trust me.