Hi, I am set to go to university literally next week. But recently I have been having some doubts, and I'm realising starting next year may be better for me - so if you can give me advice on my situation, that would be great, I'll keep it concise...
+ I am set to do a good degree at a uni I worked really hard to get into
+ I'm not going that far from home so if I cannot handle living alone, I'm not fully f*cked
+ The earlier I do the degree, the quicker I can actually start earning
+ I am not sure if I can remain sane out of education for a whole year
+ I will please my family by leaving home (weak point I know)
- I am not fully sure if the degree and the university is for me
+ A year is LONGGGG
- I may not be mentally prepared for a law degree atm (various mental health issues and I am also younger than a lot of the students there)
- My grades were possibly good enough to get me into TOP universities that I can reapply for next year, which is appealing to me and is good for job prospects (especially for law)
- I am not mature or able enough to live on my own atm, and it can be argued chucking me into the deep end will help, but Idk if I will cope.
- I look 12 still. A weird and private point, but I was (and still behind) on physical development, to the point where I am told by girls that I look literally 12. I want to go to university a man, not a 12 year old boy - I want to meet girls - I mean IT IS university.
I am a naturally hesitant person, so I have doubts about my doubts, and my own parents are dismissing this as another doubtful moment, but this is a decision that will cost me £45,000. A law degree at a Russell Group looks attractive to start now but idk if I can really do it atm.
I get the feeling my dad wants me out the house. But this really shouldn't hinder my decision. Please help, I have a week until I am fully committed!!!!