Honeslty, I'm fed up with a levels/btec
This is my third attempt (1st law psychology politics, 2nd psychology religious studies and sociology and 3rd sport btec)
I just hate doing courses which the end result of my work has no value to me.
I don't want to live my life where I spend all week surviving until the weekend, to then spend the entire weekend in bed dreading over starting the same week again.
It's annoying because I'm 18 so this is my last chance of free further education, but I'm still completely stuck over what I want to do in life
While I myself don't feel a big rush, the fact a levels are free only until 19 make me feel like I have to decide a career now or never go to university
But I'm just completely stuck on what I want to do. I just want to enjoy every day
Btec has no meaning to me, so just spending all my week in a mode of living that reminds me of how miserable life is when you don't distract yourself with something you deem worthwhile is horrible
I just want something I find purposeful that I wake up wanting to grind towards