So I met that guy at the end of February, since the first date we got on really well and enkjoyed spending time together. He was so different from all the guys I dated before him. He wouldn't try to get into my pants whatsoever. He was just perfect. We got into a relationship at the end of march and everything was pretty perfect until last tuesday when I had a go at him just because he didn't tell me about his plans. I got upset and I told him a few thing i.e. that I feel like I'm the only one treating our relationship seriously and that I feel like he prefers to spend time with his mates rather than with me. He broke up with me after that. It was our first serious argument and he just left. And now I can't stop thinking about him. He treated me so well and I felt so good with him. He tried to help me with my insecurities and everything. If only I hadn't said all those things on tuesday we'd still be together. And now I just feel really **** because it's all my fault. I'm afraid I will never find anyone like him ever again, someone who will just like me for who I am and who will rather just sleep next to me and cuddle me than do anything else. I'm really scared of being alone. He was the first guy I have ever been in a serious relationship with and I just don't know what to do.