I'm really nervous for my results, I want to do English combined at A level and at my school you need C's in English Language and Literature. English is my best subject, I was predicted A's for both Language and Literature. I have a B in English Language but its Literature I'm really worried about. In the final Literature exam I somehow had a panic attack, at the time I didn't know what was happening I was just freaking out and physically could not write but I didn't ask to go out the hall because I was too embaressed and I thought they wouldn't let me or tell me I was making it up cause I couldn't really explain what was happening to me, I didn't understand it so I sat in the exam and barley wrote anything for the questions. It was really frustrating because I knew what I should write I just physically couldn't... that doesn't make any sense but I'm really not making this up. So anyway I got home all upset and tried explaining to my mum what happened thats when she said I'd had a panic attack and talk to my teacher. I went and spoke to my english teacher and all he said was 'well hopefully your coursework will pull up your grade, I'm sure you will be fine' So I didn't go to the exams office to tell them cause what could I have said?
'Hi, in the English Literature exam I had a panic attack but I can't really prove it cause that was my first panic attack, anyway could you note it down on my paper please' yeah right no one would have believed that I bet a ton of kids have tried doing that to boost the grade, they wouldn't have believed me.
Anyway my grade will really suffer from that, I mean really I barely wrote a paragraph for each question.Even with my Mockingbird and Animal Farm grades as well as my coursework I doubt I will get a C for English Literature..
So do you think I could convince the Sixth Form leader to allow me on the course.. I know its a long shot but my grades in English have been good, I don't know if it would help but the teachers I have had for English think I'm really good.. My English teacher is also co-head of Sixth Form and he likes me, he was always saying in class just things like using my work as examples and he always kept saying its A/A* work. Plus I'm a good student and a exceptionally hard worker, I did BTEC Health and Social Care in 50% of the lessons and in my spare time as my lessons clashed with French so I only attended half of them but still have a Distinction*, and I have had a lot of time of school due to hospital but have always caught up on work.
I really want to do English, its my passion honestly and A level is so interesting, my old English teacher told me at the Sixth Form evening I HAVE to do English. Both of my teachers really like me and they are both pretty high up in the English department. with all that do you think I could persuade the Sixth Form leader to let me on the course? Wow sorry this is so long everyone, help is much apreciated