Sleep is for the weak IV (SIFTW4)

Yeah, everyone is already in a realationship

That shouldn't bother you, only get in one if you feel like it.

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But I do and I don't, it's complicated.

Life is much easier when you don't get emotionally involved.

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Right. Without ever seeing her irl?

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But you can't

Life is much easier when you don't get emotionally involved.

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Hmmmm....not exactly true.



I already have saved her life once

Hmmmm....not exactly true.

Yes, but I've done all that. I've been distance, emotionless and all that but it's an empty life, you get used to feeling nothing and it can be really upsetting to look to the future and just see emptiness ahead.

How, when?

I don't mean pictures or skyping.



Can't be that empty, you're only 17. There's plenty of time to get into relationships, no reason to rush into it.

Let me tell you something. A relationship wouldn't make you feel much better. The underlying issues will still be there and if it ends, you're going to be worse off. Better to be self content before entering into a relationship.

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Two weeks ago today. I gave a first aid lesson in the heat of the moment, and she was too delirious to know to call the ambulance herself.

I don't mean pictures or skyping.

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Wow, ok.

I ment having no friends in general, it seriously is but didn't realise until I started feeling.
I know that, that's the complicated part, I sorta think I have whist I'm in education because I'm not likely to get a job or socialise in any way afterwards.

Why aren't you likely to get a job afterwards? I don't want to say stop feeling, just put it on hold for a while and get your priorities straight like getting good A levels.

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Because I'm not a people person, I tend to annoy everyone and am a clingy friend.
I wish I could up it on hold, would be simpler but I can't and trust me I've tried. I want good A-levels and know I can do well, I just don't know what to do.

Well have you considered how to stop being annoying? I know a lot of the time, you can't help it, but you can observe and try and copy others behaviour.

Just write down your priorities, set long and short term goals and stay organised. Imagine yourself getting your 3 A's, savour the moment. Tell yourself you can do it and put that thought into actions.

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yes and I do for a while but we can't keep our masks on forever. Also most of the people in my school are idiots.
i don't even know what they are anymore. I know I can do it, and I think I can get 4A's too I got an A in my geog mocks, I got U last year so hopefully I'll do much better. But I also don't want to live my life alone.

You won't live it alone, like I said you have plenty of time

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yes and I do for a while but we can't keep our masks on forever. Also most of the people in my school are idiots.
i don't even know what they are anymore. I know I can do it, and I think I can get 4A's too I got an A in my geog mocks, I got U last year so hopefully I'll do much better. But I also don't want to live my life alone.