Mum.was head of our house, Dad was her beta cuckold bitch (srs)
Like me.Dad has Dyspraxia but he was not diagnosed until I was, just labeled basically retarded and inept, no medical support. Low self esteem in childhood yadda yadda. Musta been some **** to swallow. Mum largely treated him.as such. She gave him comic book allowance every weekend while he worked 2 jobs for her and us kids. She did a part time job. Kept her distance from.him at parties.
Dunno when but sometime around 2008 Dad became a wet supplicating pushover, Mum got tired of him being a pussy and started fantasising of ****ing other men. May or may not have cheated with my future stepdad or another guy. Eventually in 2009 she divorce raped him.and he went cray cray for a year, like legit scary crying then punching walls and screaming for a few months leading up to the main event, then depressed borderline alcoholic for a year. At the end of this year 2010 Dad told me he read Mum's diary discussing her desire to bang men she could actually respect. Dad paid 70-30 equity split for the old house and as per emotional blackmail to keep my sister in his life who sided with Mum, takes blame for the disintegration of marriage, denies the affair.
Despite fearing Mum for her power over Dad I love her for kindness to me. Ergo maternal erotic spectrum confirmed
So ****ing scared of marriage
Can't blame Mum for everything though betas gon' beta