I like a girl, she's a friend of mine and we are at college. She knows I am gay but doesn't seem to know that I like her.
... - She has a double barrel first name and she doesn't mind just being called the first part of it as she is foreign so it is easier on them, everyone including classmates, family and friends call her that. But I always and only call her by her full first name - she said she loves how I am the only one who does it.- I messaged her one day telling her that I went on a drive earlier, saw a rainbow and it made me think of you, so I took photographs and wrote you a poem. I sent her it and she was really happy (not a romance poem)- We speak for hours every other day/few times a week online, but strangely she doesn't speak to me in person (nor do I, but only because I am shy..)- I bake a lot as a hobby, and I bring her something often like a slice of cake or a muffin which she always appreciates. One time I slipped the container in her bag without her noticing and later she messaged me telling me how she really appreciated the brownie, and it was the highlight of her day.
- We speak about the future, love & relationships etc as friends do, now prior to me coming out I always referred to my future girlfriend/wife as 'they' or 'partner' - & strangely she only says partner and uses the pronoun 'they' when talking of her future partner - why would she unless she was not sure of her sexuality?
If a gay female friend was this way to you, would you have any indication that they like you or not at all? I'm unsure if I should just tell her and risk the friendship, or give up because there is nothing there?