Lol! It's definitely been difficult. It's my first time transitioning, and I just hate the fact that my hair simply doesn't look decent anymore unless it's pulled back, gelled down within an inch of it's life and put in a bun.
It's really hard but I keep telling myself it's going to be worth it in the end... the only thing is, I don't really think I like my natural texture that much... I mean, it's alright but it's not really that cute. Still, I like that it's so much thicker (like seriously twice as thick as my relaxed ends- I was shocked when it started coming in like that!) and I know that my scalp just can't survive relaxing anymore. And also, I like that I don't get split ends anymore either- I used to have them all the time, it was really bad at one point because of how much I was flat ironing my hair on top of relaxing it. So I guess it's worth it... maybe. Hopefully I'll like it once the straight ends are gone.