I know most people nowadays make most of their friends online through social media and I’ve made friends with people before who I’m still friends with now and love a lot
I’ve had this online friend for around 2 years now and we talk pretty much daily (unless something comes up) and it’s usually for around 5/6 hours on an average day and don’t get me wrong I do enjoy talking to them because we have a lot in common, the conversations are good and isn’t forced and they’re nice but the realistic side of it is we’re always going to be online friends (I live in Australia atm and he lives in Germany) and we’ll never meet up in person like I have done before with other online friends who live in the same country as me, we’ve video called a lot before though
I just feel like I’m wasting my time because I could be doing something else with it rather than engaging in conversations with someone I’ll never meet I’m not saying I’d be doing much better things because I’d pretty much be doing what I do now when I’m messaging them (watching Netflix, reading, playing games) but it would free that time up
I don’t have anything against them because they’re really nice but they’ve told me that they’re happy we’re friends and I’m the only person they really talk to, pretty much telling me they enjoy our friendship and I do too but I do think they’re more invested in it (I’m not too sure because it seems to be pretty equal) I have told them before I’m happy we’re friends and I’ve made it known to them so if I was to end it it would be very confusing to them and I do feel so bad for even thinking about it it’s because I know it’s going to be online for however long the friendship lasts
Any advice please