Thanks for the extra info, it’s helpful to know.
So the option are then to either complete the course and do what you can and at least have something or leave now and potentially try again in the future, using what you’ve learnt so far.
Thinking through both…
Accepting What’s done is done and you can’t change the past results now. Having a pgcert or dip is still something, and shows you’ve at least some of that additional learning from a postgrad on the topic. Maybe a personal or individual challenge too for yourself and your own resilience to show you can do it by seeing through. Again, the dissertation does carry a lot of weight, and tbh is the thing that you’ll most likely talk about anyway (if ever) in the future. It’ll be something to look back on and say, I did it. I know people with PhD who don’t even look back at their theses, because they’ll just find all the flaws and things they could’ve done different. Also, you’ve paid for it, and don’t think you’ll get your money back if you finish short.
Saying that, there is also no shame in leaving now and potentially trying again another time. You’ve got the experience now, and know what to expect if you try for another msc in the future and know what you need to do to prepare. Maybe you need to change field or speciality, do a different course or go somewhere else. the question will probably come up about why you left this one, and there is absolutely no problem in being honest about your reasons why, it’s happens to more people than most of us think. There’s also the practical financial question of doing another msc too. The break might also help decide if it’s something you really really want too.
Btw, you could always do both. Finish the course you’re on, try again or another in future. How it’s fit with your interests, career and the financial aspects are the things to think about.
For your career wise, you now have a better idea of what you want and need to do. It would be useful to think how to incorporate more research or look for ways to build your research experience within your career or potentially look for adjacent opportunities (I.e in a similar field,) to maybe fill that desire and motivation in you.
I’m assuming it’s psychology related field
because I’ve heard similar stories about how some unis focus more on research than others in UG. You can definitely find research roles to apply the experience you have, or to build the research experience you need/want, so don’t despair that this is the be all and end all, because it’s not. (Doesn’t feel that way now, but honestly it’s true). Sometimes getting back into the day job can help us refocus our minds on things like if more academic study is what you need or truly want, or how to get where you want t to go.
It’s probably most useful for yourself to pause, take a break, step away and breathe and properly organise your thoughts and then make a decision. Sit down and think about what you want and need career wise etc and how to achieve these. write things down if needed. Get the stress and anxiety out, because we can get caught up in this cycle and think there’s no way out and just get stuck in our own heads for too long, and things just get worse, like burnout or depression. Sounds to me this would be useful, and might help bring that spark back into your life.