Sexuality help

I’m 19 and have never been in a serious relationship. I’m not really sure of my sexuality I’m a girl and attracted to men but rarely feel a connection where like I could imagine them being my person. I’m physically attracted to women and like emotionally but could not see myself marrying one but idk if it’s just like internalised homophobia. Pls help

I’m the same tbh. I like men but I rarely see myself with them, Im more attracted to girls