For a variety of reasons that I won't go into here my mental health and motivation have taken a nosedive this past year, and I've barely managed to scrape together anything to submit for two of the three modules due before the end of this month. For the third module, I have literally nothing to submit... I just couldn't summon any motivation to even attempt it. I'm meant to be presenting my portfolio for it at some point this week, but there's no way I'll be showing my face.
I know I won't qualify for Level 6, so that's not the issue. I'm done with uni and I'm not coming back... I'm just dreading that there's going to be some kind of fallout from it. Letters, phone calls, meetings, demands to resit, and worst of all the possibility of having to repay the grant that I'm dependent on until I can find a job.
And I know that if I did explain to them the reasons for my failure they'd want to send me to see some kind of student councillor, chaplain or some other support staff to talk about it, and I just don't want any of that. All I want is to quietly slip away and put university behind me, chalk it up as a bad decision and move on.
I'm just worried that they aren't going to let me get away that easily.