I'm 13 and I'm so ugly. Not only is my face sickening- big nose, bushy eyebrows, horrible teeth, etc... But so is my body, I have random scars and stretch marks in the worst places along with body hair. And my hair is so curly and thick and just untameable.
My personality isn't even good either. I try to be nice but I don't understand social cues. I dunno what I wanna do in life- i wanted to be a writer and then realized my writing is trash- and it might be a while before I improve on that because I now live in a foreign country where the english program is garbage. And I'm not cut out as a housemaid either. But I dunno if I want a 9-5... What would I even work as?
I literally bring nothing to the table. I'm not pretty or smart or rich or athletic or chill or literally anything. I have 0 good qualities. Being sweet will only get you so far and I'm probably not even that remarkably kind compared to what others bring to the table. I see no future ahead for myself, and why would anybody want to date me? My dreams are for a handsome, nice guy and I can't even be pretty.
I'm also being pushed a grade back... Because according to this weird law in my country I have to retake 7th grade even though I ALREADY COMPLETED IT AND WAS STARTING 8TH GRADE! So I'll just constantly be behind which is even more repulsive. I'm disgusting. I want to return to the west but in my circumstances everybody will see me as gross and so will I. My future is probably crushed and I'm only 13.