I can't really think of a title for this but just wanted to ask or get people's opinions
So I was abroad recently and met a girl at bar with some others, we hit it off very quickly and got really close physically. However as the night went on i lost interest. I had to get up early the next morning and drive (i was on a road trip). I wanted to sleep with her but as the night went on i got bored of waiting? And i knew that the sex would be sh1tty. I lost my virignity a couple years ago aged 18 at uni and i can't remmeber much and i was drunk most of the time, and the rest i struggled to get it up due to being on antidepressants. I have a very high sex drive but i've had sex only like a few times mostly with one person and once for a very short period with another (like 10 secs lol) and didn't relaly enjoy it either time, they were just people i hooked up with. I masturbate a lot. I just feel like I'm fussy like some guys seem to sleep with anyone and wouldn't care about anything else but for me i don't know...some guy was also trying to come onto this girl and i didn't really do anything other than make it clear in my body language i was with her. i ended up ditching her and the group as i couldn't be asked, if there weren't so many bouncers in the club i might have done something.