I hate my dad, advice

Hi all, so for some background I am a 25 year old male. I live with my mum and dad, my sister got married and moved out a few years ago. Him and my mum have an on and off relationship, they are not divorced. But they both wish they were. ( they only stay together for me and my sister )

Growing up I had a strict dad, education and school was big for him and wanted me to get good grades. I never went out with friends, I always felt awkward asking to go out, because he'd ask 101 questions. He is toxic in the sense. If we got into an argument he would stop speaking to me and the whole dynamic of the house would change. I lived out at uni, they were the best years of my life. I could do what I want when I want. I know work, but live at home. I try my best to avoid time with my dad, ie I only see him when I eat dinner, then try to go back to my room or something.

I walk on eggshells around the house.

Thing is he doesn't realise he's emotionally damaged me and my sister from young.

I have alot of respect for him because again he has made sacrifices to get me to where I am today. But at the same time it's come with a cost.

What do I do? I can't just leave the house, do I continue to live like this until I eventually get my own place?

Hi all, so for some background I am a 25 year old male. I live with my mum and dad, my sister got married and moved out a few years ago. Him and my mum have an on and off relationship, they are not divorced. But they both wish they were. ( they only stay together for me and my sister )

Growing up I had a strict dad, education and school was big for him and wanted me to get good grades. I never went out with friends, I always felt awkward asking to go out, because he'd ask 101 questions. He is toxic in the sense. If we got into an argument he would stop speaking to me and the whole dynamic of the house would change. I lived out at uni, they were the best years of my life. I could do what I want when I want. I know work, but live at home. I try my best to avoid time with my dad, ie I only see him when I eat dinner, then try to go back to my room or something.

I walk on eggshells around the house.

Thing is he doesn't realise he's emotionally damaged me and my sister from young.

I have alot of respect for him because again he has made sacrifices to get me to where I am today. But at the same time it's come with a cost.

What do I do? I can't just leave the house, do I continue to live like this until I eventually get my own place?

Hi all, so for some background I am a 25 year old male. I live with my mum and dad, my sister got married and moved out a few years ago. Him and my mum have an on and off relationship, they are not divorced. But they both wish they were. ( they only stay together for me and my sister )

Growing up I had a strict dad, education and school was big for him and wanted me to get good grades. I never went out with friends, I always felt awkward asking to go out, because he'd ask 101 questions. He is toxic in the sense. If we got into an argument he would stop speaking to me and the whole dynamic of the house would change. I lived out at uni, they were the best years of my life. I could do what I want when I want. I know work, but live at home. I try my best to avoid time with my dad, ie I only see him when I eat dinner, then try to go back to my room or something.

I walk on eggshells around the house.

Thing is he doesn't realise he's emotionally damaged me and my sister from young.

I have alot of respect for him because again he has made sacrifices to get me to where I am today. But at the same time it's come with a cost.

What do I do? I can't just leave the house, do I continue to live like this until I eventually get my own place?